hey.ermm today no mood to write about my life.
i just want to express my feeling here.
im really totally absolutely terribly miss my dear best friend.

i really cried very hard just now.when i suddenly felt lonely and in a mess.
i usually have him to talk to when i have probs..when ever i want..
and he will be there for me and will give me great advice
and he will tell the right things to do.
but now hes gone.went to no where.which i cannot contact him that much , i guess.
only by msn or fs.how is that going to be?
hes far far away from me.and how am i going to be hundered percent sure
that hes alright over there?im just worried if anything happen to him.
hais.im gonna miss him so much.
miss all the watching soccer together through the phone.
miss all the singing.
miss all the stupid jokes we made.
miss all the lame stuffs we talk.
miss all the sharing of problems.
miss all the sharing of secrets.
miss all the useful advice you used to give me.
miss all the sms and calls.
miss all the night talks.
miss all the gossiping about peeps.hehes!=x
i miss him so much and i dont get to meet him to say a last goodbye.
i just get to talk to him for awhile.but im happy enough that
at last he knows that i really do miss him.
and at last we are fine with each other.
and at last we get to talk like we used to and at last we were like the old days.
i actually not that believe that he is really going to
leave me and nab just like that.
when he say that try to call him tomorow and listen to what they say.
you wont get me through.
and i was like ok.i will call and listen.
so just now i really need him to help me.
but when i call him.i cannot get him through.
i was like crying with alot of tears running down my cheek.
what he tell me yest is true.i cannot get him through.
what am i suppose to do now?
hais. i know i cannot do anything to stop him from what hes doing right now.
so to dear my bestfriend.
i hope you're happy with your brand new life.
when you reach here.do contact me.i will surely meet you somewhere.
take good care of yourself.study hard.
dont give up no matter what you do.smile always.be happy alright?
i will be here waiting for you to come back.
even it will be a long time.
no matter what happen dont forget about me and nab , alright? heees!=)
we will always remember you.
takecare my dear friend.imy!

wahai kwn baek ku yg amat ku syg.
smlm baru kite berbaek.
hari ni suda kau pergi meninggalkn diri ku di sini.
tampa selamat tinggal yang terakhir.
alangkah sedihnya hati ku mendapat tahu , lama lagi untuk kita berjumpa.
dengan siapekah harus ku megadu ?
dengan siapekah harus ku memberitahu rahsiaku?
dengan siapekah ku bole meluahkn perasaan ku?
dengan siapekah bole ku memberitahu masalah ku?
dengan siapekah harus ku berbual setiap malam?
dengan siape?
bertambah lah sedih ku apabila dapat tahu kte tidak bole contact sesame.
airmata ku pun terus megalir ke pipi.
hidup ku tidak bermakna lagi.tanpa kwn baek sepertimu.
walau ape yang kau pernah lakukan , yang suda melukakan hati ku.
ku akan tetap anggap mu sebagai kwn baek ku.
kau telah membuat hidup ku bermakna.
dan ku tidak pernah berasa sunyi dengan mu disisi.
ku akan merindu perbualan kite yang penuh dengan bersuka duka.
ku akan merindu setiap lawak mu yg selalu buat ku ketawa.
ku akan merindu smue kutok megutok mu.=)
ku akan merindu 3 org yg pernah menjadi kwn rapat.
hais.kenape lah hidup ku jadi mcm gini?
tampa kwn baek di sisi.suda betul2 buat hati ku sunyi dan gelap.

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