Thursday, January 29, 2009
hey.
sko0l was quite boring just now as ihsan never come.
haiya.nvm , hope tomorrow he come.
lessons were quite boring to0.
nothing interesthing about today.
never saw dearest ex during recess cos our recess change to pe.
haiya.stupid laa.i want recess first then pe.
so.went back to class.saw dearest ex.
he walk pass my class.i didt get to see him clearly as diyana block my view.
alamak! kecoh arh.hahaha ; joking laa.
hmm..then after maths lesson.saw him in hes malay class.
get to see hes hot face.huak!whatever~
ok.nothing much about him.
after sko0l.lepak for a while.went home early not like normally i do.
im confused with her behaviour.im stress up with what she is trying to do now.
trying to find why she do all this?
hmm.so..just now try to forget about all promblem im having.
i bake some chocolate chip cookie.huak!isint that lame?
try to forget about problem by baking.huak! who cares?
im so sick and tired about all this stuff.and im to0 tired to cry.
i feel as if i have no more tears.as i have wasted it for a wrong person.
so from now on no tears coming down my cheeks when im sad.
i will just bake. hahahaha ; joking laa.lame!
so.. yeah.i finally forget about what happen just now. with the letter thingy.
huak! i dont even care now.my mind is now free with all her problems.
no more thinking about that case.*freeeee!!*
but still i got 1 more problem which is about that guy.
im really addicted to him right now.mcm phm laa.
sometimes i feel so stupid that i still love him so much.
but sometimes i think that im not doing a wrong thing.he is the right guy.
i ever try to move on with my life.trying to forget about him.
but when i saw hes face my heart pumps so fast and my feeling change to hyper/excited/happy.
and i keep smiling and smiling all the way.
idk why.does that means that i still have feelings for him?
like duh!whatever laa~ i dont want to think about all this .
it makes me feel so confused.so the case is close!
no more problems. i guess ;
so thats all folks.
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