hey.
so went to sko0l just now.hmm.kind of boring in the morning cos
thought ihsan , dylan , dinie is not coming.
but they came.but late.huhu~
so nothing much during lessons.
saw dearest ex during recess time.as per normal he is so hot!
theres some differents about hes looks today.
i know what.he is getting hotter!huak!whatever~
so.saw hes sweet sweet smile!haiya.im like so addicted to him.huak!
and just now he have tournament for floorball.i was like wtf!
if i know i will wish him luck.(mcm phm seh.step brani jek azirah.huak!)
whatever laa.still.i cant forget about hes sweet smile.whatever~
enough about him today.
blablablablablablabla.hmm..after sko0l.boring to the max.
nothing to do.not enough money to eat kfc.so , went to atiras house to take the stuff.
lepak.lepak.lepak.puff for while.
went to pp with diyan.buy some stuff.before going home take another puff.
reach home.watch suci at sensasi.huak!gerek giler!
then dear bestfriend call.talk for a while.tell him what happen just now.
and he ask me to quit and stop doing all that unhealthy stuff.
whatever he tell me is like..all damn meaningful.i feel so touched.
as he cares about me so much.so i think that will be my last puff.i promise myself
not to do it again.as its not good for my health.and as a girl.i must take good care
about myself.so..thanks alot to my dear bestfriend , muhammad danial bin osley for all
the meaningful words you say to me.
at least somebody still cares about me.thanks alot my dear bestfriend.
you make me feel more alive with all the words that you say.
you are such a great friend.im so happy to have a bestfriend like you.
but to nabillah.i dont care if you dont read this.
i know that you dont even care if i do all these stuff.cos its not your life but my life.
but i just want you to know that i really forget about all the words that you used
to tell me when i have the intention to take a puff.
but now i just realise that you have lost hope with my attitude.
so.i will try my very best to stop whatever im doing that is trying to hurt myself.
anyway.thanks for all the meaning words you used to say to me in the old days.
so thats all folks.

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